I'm running out of interesting things to write about. I am simply existing at the moment. I don't have anything worth writing about in my life. My stress has leveled out, my family is messed up as ever, and I don't have any real friend drama to speak of. I'm going to spend the rest of the post writing about nothing. I don't think that I'm particularly happy nor sad. I'm zen. If I were of any less interest, I would just drop dead from the monotony.
Instead of rambling on about the boring-ness of my life, you can enjoy my list of things that I'm NOT doing.
1. I'm not going to stress about my future.
2. I'm not going to think negative thoughts.
3. I'm not going to do anything stupid enough to ruin my reputation.
4. I'm not going to do exactly what other people tell me to do.
5. I'm not going to regret my decisions.
6. I'm not going to pretend that something didn't happen.
7. I'm not going to try to change myself.
8. I'm not going to get mad at myself for being human.
9. I'm not going to bite my nails anymore.
10. I'm not going to continue writing this list.
I love your attitude in this post! Your like the Buddha reaching nirvana doing nothing while sitting under a tree. But instead of you discovering the Four Noble Truths, you discovered the Ten Zen I'm Not Going To's.
ReplyDeleteI really liked this post. It seems like a good thought process for life. I like that you are pushing away your negative thoughts.
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